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Wow Yesterday sucked so bad and i can already tell today will to my parents hate me and my dad hit me and my nephew is swearing and my parents are blaming it on me my boyfriend was mad at me yesterday and wasnt there when i needed him the most ever he was out being arrested because of his friends and this morning i woke up and got ready and caked my face with makeup to cover the red puffyness from crying then when i was all ready i found out school was cancelled and brian wanted to go back to sleep so yeah i wont get to see him til later and i am like crying again because i need someone to be there for once in my life and no one will effin ever be there because whenever im in need i have no one to go to because no one effin cares and thats why it no longer matters to me because I cant deal with the hurt of fighting it its to much for me but my mom thinks i need to go back to chs to be with my friends so ill be happier but thats not the half of it then ill just worry about B not going to school which i shouldnt its his choice but i need him there with me because when hes not there life gets harder but i guess i cant always depend on him to be there for me because i donno no one ever is and why should i think he will be gawd i need a hug well time for cartoons