Dec 30, 2004 12:49
I feel really bad about something and i donno what the hells wrong with me but anger comes out in odd ways and i dont understand why i cant have what everyone else does i always have to deal with this gay hurt that people give me no one cares anymore and me and durnen talked about it and i dont get how he can just deal i cant i actually pay attention but then again he deals with something different then i do someone different well its almost one and sum1 hasnt called so i think im done waiting