Dec 16, 2004 02:30
Today I woke up and didnt much feel like going to school at all but i called brian and him and durnen felt the same way so I took a shower which turned into a 45 min ordeal because well i didnt shower the day before then i heard noises and figured dominic was up so i got out and he was in the living room on his tummy playing trucks so still in towel i sat and played with him cause you know me and toys hehe anyways then i got ready and Heather took me to clark and i got munchos and gatoraid yum yum and went to brians and yeah we sat around and talkec and shit then they decided to make pizza and well durnen finished my gatoraid and i ended up filling the container with water and got durnen all wet and then went for brian and he took his cup and went to poor it over my head which he suceeded in but i went to pull away tripped over the carpet slammed my head into the pole and fell to the floor somewhere in there i hit my arm really hard and it is now a bump and bruise :( but yeah brian jumped on top of me to see if i was ok but i was mad and couldnt figure out if i was ok so i pushed him away and that upset him and he ran upstairs but yeah knowing me all i was worried about was my wet hair gawd im such an idiot i could barely move my arm and i care about my hair dude i need to grow up but yeah then me brian and jessica went to the bowling alley yeah yeah and then back to brians where we watched a movie i think yeah mrs.doubtfire and then i believe my mom picked me up to take me to the doctors and this is what happened my catscan results came back clear and i have to take antil biotics for the next six months and in two months i have to go back to the doctors march 16 at 5:30 and then make an appt. at the hospital for the test which my doctor told me wouldnt be a fun process but after that if everything comes back clear i can quit going to the doctors every other week and taking meds everyday and yeah worrying everytime i do something i know i shouldnt be doing but yeah after the doctors i went shopping for brians presents and ahh im so excited but he doesnt want them til christmas so i have to keep them from brian but i love it i think he will too he should anywayz cause yeah i gave it to him and i rock yeah lol who woulda thought j/k brians cooler you know he made a funny comment today about having too many friends who could have too many friends but gawd i cant sleep i really need to learn how to control this its either i cant stay up for more then 4 hours or i cant sleep or maybe im just excited well pooey i just finised my project a lil bit ago because i didnt want to do it at school so i did it at school because i figured it would be faster to do it that way and it twas dude i cant believe i am going to be on medication for the next 6 months so basically on me and brians one year ill be done with my medication lol omg seriously on our one year because im not starting til friday lol so yeah i cant wait til friday so many good things its me and b's six month school gets out for break and me and brian and amy and who ever else are going shopping wo0t wo0t its going to be fun and make me happy/wet in the pants right? right..well i guess i shouldnt be to happy cuase i have crampage and its really starting to hurt im thinking thats why i cant sleep that or the caffeine from this awsome cherry coke and howie bread yummy dude my mommy got me wendys and howie bread and i had fun with me mum dude i cant get this song out of my head ..you can be my punk rock princess i can be your garage band king you can tell me why you just dont fit in and how your going to be something if i can be your first real hartach i would do it over again if you could be my punk rock princess i can be like heroin ...yeah its a good song it reminds me of how im different and still act like a kid when im getting a lil to old but that goes against my morrals how can anyone get to old to play trucks with a two year old and scream bloody murder over doing work im not to old to play with toys and run around and make everyone hate me for acting a lil childish my friends loved it about me and now i have my boyfriends friends not liking it and having comments being made that he should break up with me yeah vagaski should go suck a dick cause im not getting over it because tomorrow hell be a whore nobody ever told him its the wrong way o0o no muahah good song and yeah that sentence is so truthful so yeah i had a good day how bout you dude does anyone love brian michael byrd as much as i do because i cant get him out of my head its like im always thinking about him and right when i think im not thinking about him i realize i am lol its ka-razy i love that kid more than heaven could love :vidio games vroom vroom vroom: haha i love doing that so yeah wow today is great maybe thats why i cant fall alseep or maybe its my heartbeat keeping me awake unos dos tres catorce the lights go down the jungle is your head..hello hello dude my cramps are killing me i need to go curl up in a ball never to be found and then magically reappear 21 and three quarters of a year from now and be like ka bam throw me a party jokers muahaha that i should do (just joshin) the gas is running its running on empty the gas is running out woah! wow never have i heard that song before i kinda like it and i should because im the one who dl it wow im such a loser so yeah i think im going to try and get some sleep try i keep saying but the crampage and brusiage is making it hard because i cant lay on my arm and my cramps hurt and poop lets try this one last time cause im going to nighty night sweetheart