Fear

[not_only_no]

Nice.

So have I lived my whole life operating on fear? So my habit of covering all the bases is fear?
I don't trust anyone?

I have trusted them with my money, my name, my life, everything I own...
Everything it appears, except maybe me.

In the last two weeks, I have been to 2 conferences, 2 funerals, a wake, an art showing and a gathering of friends.

I am numb. I don't know what to do.

I want my life back.