mmmmmmm MULLETS

[not_not_gay]

YAY! I haven't updated in forever but finally I am unbelievably happy. I am back in Syracuse, my apartment is amazing and somehow I have managed to be completely sober for only 12 hours since I have been here. I am finally over Robyn which feels amazing. Somehow I feel us drifting apart and I am not sure how I feel about that, but she needs to live her life and I need to live mine, if I run into her sometime then thats the way it is meant to be.
I met this amazing girl who I am completely into, but we will see how and if that works out. Yesterday at the club there was this hot hot tattooed, gauged amazing looking girl who asked for my number, which made me feel TEN times better about myself, I am totally busted, but now I am busted WITH some hot girl having my number.
The State Fair is tonight so I am all ready to go mullet hunting and to see some hawt farmer tans. It is supposidly gay night or something so clearly I am obligated to go. I feel as though a road trip to New Paltz might be in the workings, all I hear is raves about that place and my friends are begging me to go so we'll see what happens with that.
Anyways I am rambling I am just so fucking happy, I haven't felt this at peace and whole in years and years...so YAY.