May 27, 2004 15:11
im feeling much bettr today =)
i guess the john is right, when it rains it pours. but it always clears up.
heath came over last night around 7ish or something like that and we watched the ellen stand up. ellen is my idol. "how do you pronounce your name again?" "kathy" "ok so the accent is on the first syllable. i dunno for some reason i thought the accent was on the second. kath-EY. ok so kathy" "Rachel theres a bra up my ass!!" hahahah. anyway it really helped cheer me up. heath stuck around and watched Ace Ventura pet detective with me too...such a funny movie. then king of queens. and then ellen. we had a very TV-ful night. but it was fun. heath spent the night and this morning we had a fab time dancing around listening to every kind of music and acting like retards. i needed a little retarded fun =P. josh came over around 1230ish or something like that and has been hangin with me since. (heath left a lil while ago). josh is sleeping on the couch now though, poor thing was wiped out from workin this mornin. he looks so peaceful sleeping here. i like it. anyway tonight i dunno wat we're doing but im just glad im in a good mood, and a little more optimistic than yesterday.
GARLAND. omg i cannot tell you how friggin happy i am that we are "ok" now. i missed you so much. and every day it bothered me that i couldnt just call you. and every day it bothered me that i would hear things from my mom about your life instead of me knowing them before her. and i HATED it! you're my best friend forever and always and i really wish you were here RIGHT NOW. but i understand that you're going to poland and wat not. frontier ranch and all that hoo ha. lol...but i cannot wait until you come here. i have the ice cream $$ saved up and the spare mattress ready for you =D. a little over a month from now and you're mine bia! =P. anyway i hope all is well for you on the family front. and friends. and holy shit i heard you have a boyfriend!! =D =D! i cant wait to hear about him and learn details. i better get to meet him. otherwise i dunno if you can date him...i have to approve =p =p jkjk...but still! anyhoooooooooooo im starting to ramble now. but i love you. and cannot CANNOT wait to see you. im so excited. i miss you like crazy garly! MWAH!
well im bored and so im going to wake up josh
-L