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so things have been going well. Weight was stable today (drats) but to be expected since im only managing 135 cals. Ive gotta have more to get my body 'switched on' again so i can start really losing.
Todays feeling a little iffy, weather wise. I mean, last night they said thunder storms and i was like 'NO! My walk!' but then they seemed to happen this morning (i get up at 1.40pm everyday) and it was sunny just before but now its getting darker so im a bit nervous. But i decided last night even if it was raining, id still go out for my walk, but not take my bag which is a big deal as i always take my bag (but donno if i could do the walk if something was 'wrong') ohh things are so crazy strict in my mind/life its really beyond funny. No wonder my stress is always high.
My dizziness is back to how it gets when i have next to nothing. I almost fainted again last night when i got up to use the bathroom. Just gotta be a bit more careful. Been so tired too. Like yesterday i was so mentally and physically drained i felt like crying when doing my walk coz all i wanted to really do was sleep. But still, i couldnt, i had to exercise and do my routine.
Enough from me, walk time almost :D
(please dont rain, please dont rain)
xoxo rach.
Todays feeling a little iffy, weather wise. I mean, last night they said thunder storms and i was like 'NO! My walk!' but then they seemed to happen this morning (i get up at 1.40pm everyday) and it was sunny just before but now its getting darker so im a bit nervous. But i decided last night even if it was raining, id still go out for my walk, but not take my bag which is a big deal as i always take my bag (but donno if i could do the walk if something was 'wrong') ohh things are so crazy strict in my mind/life its really beyond funny. No wonder my stress is always high.
My dizziness is back to how it gets when i have next to nothing. I almost fainted again last night when i got up to use the bathroom. Just gotta be a bit more careful. Been so tired too. Like yesterday i was so mentally and physically drained i felt like crying when doing my walk coz all i wanted to really do was sleep. But still, i couldnt, i had to exercise and do my routine.
Enough from me, walk time almost :D
(please dont rain, please dont rain)
xoxo rach.