Lupus or whatever it is.
I know that there's something wrong. I have no idea what it is. It's like when I had a lump in both of my breasts, the waiting for results was the more painful. Because until I get diagnosed then I sit here munching on my pain killers, losing weight, moaning in pain, and walking around with a cane.
Secretly, well not really, I blame Joe. I told him something about myself and he wanted to play doctor. I told him, I asked him not to play doctor and just stay with me. He said he would but then he lied. He said he wanted to leave (not in the those words exactly.) I told him to do whatever he wanted and he said that sounded so selfish.
Then he asked me to be my friend but to be honest, how I can I be friends with someone when they can't even heed to one request? He'll still treat like a patient. I have enough doctors and so I don't need nor do I want another one.
He also said that he would be asking Jaqi how I'm doing all the time. I told him that was his problem. I just find it funny that I got sick(er) when I was with him. As far as I'm concerned I don't want anything to do with the person that might have given me lupus. So, he can ask Jaqi how it's going but I'll tell Jaqi to not help Joe spy on me.
Breaks up suck but leave me alone. I'm sick enough and I don't need him bothering me anymore.
Janine.
Secretly, well not really, I blame Joe. I told him something about myself and he wanted to play doctor. I told him, I asked him not to play doctor and just stay with me. He said he would but then he lied. He said he wanted to leave (not in the those words exactly.) I told him to do whatever he wanted and he said that sounded so selfish.
Then he asked me to be my friend but to be honest, how I can I be friends with someone when they can't even heed to one request? He'll still treat like a patient. I have enough doctors and so I don't need nor do I want another one.
He also said that he would be asking Jaqi how I'm doing all the time. I told him that was his problem. I just find it funny that I got sick(er) when I was with him. As far as I'm concerned I don't want anything to do with the person that might have given me lupus. So, he can ask Jaqi how it's going but I'll tell Jaqi to not help Joe spy on me.
Breaks up suck but leave me alone. I'm sick enough and I don't need him bothering me anymore.
Janine.