dont leave me.....just dont leave me.....
ive noticed something......its like everytime you find soemthing you cant live without......its too good to be real....its like......taunting.....you know.....hm......i realize now i can never find something that will last because each time its the same thing were going to different schools, or he gets scared that its too good to be true and im sick of it.....it hurts me like hell..... and im givin up...im giving up for good......i dont know what i can do to help in this situation but everytime its the same damn thing and i cant take it anymore......im not....im not......i care too much......god is this why im being punnished...because i care too much for people who could disappeare in the blink of an eye........i dont have anymore chances to give.....i dont have anymore of my heart thats not broken.....i dont have anyone who wont hurt me.....im listless and ive given up......