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i think i screwed up my life and now i have to pay the price. i swear i didnt mean to cause anyharm i just didnt know where i belonged. i am sorry for the pain i caused and no i must move along. but i have to say thanks david for saving the day. u helpe dme along gave me a reason to ve strong calmed me down brought me bakc to the ground. amanda and maqui too thanks go out to the both of u but i knew what i had to do and im sorry it involved the two of you.im sorry for wut i had to do and if u read this please forgive me too. i never meant for it to be you. the one whos heart i broke in 2. i just wasnt strong enough to handle what everyone said was anger. and hate. and then i gave way. to all the feelings i had locked away. im so sorry i ruined your day. i guess my gloom is here to stay. i wish it were a brighter day. im so sorry of all the pain.al i ahve to say i lasted the day although i thought my heart would give way from al the pain to me was sent.....i just wish your time was better spent than reading this intro seeing my feelings although they might send your head reeling . i dont wnat to let you in on all what im feeling....its just to much for one little mind. so ill end it here and she dno mroe tears. and give way to al of my fears.