stars fall and clear the sky

[not_justkinetic]

i am currently waiting 17 minutes until an ebay auction is over,
if things carry on this way, i will win an Alesis SR-16 drum machine.

so this is how it stands:
i feel as though my only purpose is this,
i feel as though i'm wasting life if i do anything but this,
it's tearing me apart at the seams.
i'm getting my shit together, and making a demo.
i'm working through my demo, and shooting hard at the sky.

i realize i've fucked up a lot in my life
i realize that i've ruined a lot of chances in my life
i take responsibility for choices that have led my life
i vow to take a stand to control the rest of my life

'this is for no one but myself'
this is how enemies are made

the work to get here, the blood sweat & tears
and the future is all in my head

i can't forget the amazing people i have
surrogate families, caring individuals
people who need nothing to give everything
this is for you.
this is all for the greatest cause;

see you there.
xo