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I remember when I used to live on here. What I had to say and whatever everyone else had to say about it was one of the only things I cared about. I guess that has gone down the shitter hasn't it? I guess now it is time for a real update, not that I am sure anyone will be reading it. i don't even know who the hell still uses this site. I am yet again utterly in love with someone who just can't seem to treat me the way everyone else says I deserve to be treated. Christopher...that would be him. Awsome guy, but he is still a guy and I think that says enough in itself. I'm doing alriht in college and I'm doing alright in school, basically I am passing by life without too much difficulty or ease...everything is average and boring. I don't really drink anymore, I don't do drugs at all anymore, my parents are divorce, my dad is remarried, my mom has a boyfriend, I am finally moving out and living completely on my own in a month, but that is with a girl I barely know. I work for my best friend in a Fencing Company, which is worse than some of you might think...I'm blonde again, getting skinnier, considering giving up smoking...I'm sure there is more that I could say. And hell an hour ago I might have told you my life since i moved down here has been perfect, or I might have told you that it is the shittiest thing I have ever experienced, but as it is, i'm in one of those moods where I don't give a shit what everyone else thinks. With that being said, I'm neither happy or sad with this place. Its great that the beach is so close, but the people suck pretty bad. I'm just here, and maybe soon I'll just be somewhere else. Who knows. I'm bored so i'm gonna go. You can count of hearing from me again in another six months, but don't hold your breath...I cna't garentee shit