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so, basically, i've given up aim for lent. i'm only going to get on if i need to talk to someone for like homework or something. other than that, i'm not gonna be online anymore. hopefully i will be able to get other things done this way. i've been able to hang out with my brothers more. haha, playing nonstop videogames, it's pretty dope. been hanging out with corinna a lot and just talking to her about stuff. for someone that doesn't speak english as a first language, she's really cool to talk to and i think that she has finally found out that she can talk to me about stuff too, because she opened up more yesterday than she has the whole time she's been here. maybe it was just that she was so excited about arby's haha. i don't know. anyways, skating is going pretty good, it's frustrating but i wouldn't give that up for the world. well, maybe. haha, i laugh at my own 'jokes' a lot. i think i'm funny and i think i realized that people are jus laughing at me and not really with me because, yeah, i'm pretty dumb. hahah. well, i think that's about it for now. oh, and i went to brieanna's to see if she was doing all right and to watch garden state, which we didn't finish, so we still need to watch that soon so if you are brieanna and you are reading this, you need to give me a time when we can watch the movie because it's just sitting in my room, unwatched. but don't think that's the only reason why i want to hang out. i also want some of your food. haha. but yeah, i think josh is one of the coolest people ever. he's always really straight up about how he feels and has his mind made which is good and i am actually kind of envious of that quality. on a side note, i'm not going to calculus or physics today and if my parents knew, they'd probably ground me again, but you know, that's cool, i'm just sick of the whole going to class where i just fall asleep. it's a waste of time to me. i guess maybe i could do my homework in class. heh, i never thought about that one, but i just like sitting there and not doing anything. i've become really lazy, more so than usual. it's bad. but sometimes i get in the mood to actually do my work, it's just no that often. i don't know, i used to want to go out and do something everyday and hang out with people, but i think because corinna's living with me, i don't feel like i have to do that anymore, it's weird. i can't really explain it more than that, so yeah. and i've realized that in this entry i have put two spaces after periods or one, and it hasn't stayed continuous, which is weird because i usually like to have things the same. sometimes it looks better to have one and sometimes two. i don't really understand myself sometimes though. but on another side note, today should be a good day, tourney at kevin's, chicken nugget eating comp at mcdonald's, skating pic for the year book (maybe for the yearbook), and work where i will get my check for the last two weeks, which will be pretty small, but i don't care, i haven't spent my money much lately, because i don't go and do anything anymore. but when i start spending money, i become really generous with it, and it's weird i feel like i can afford to just throw it away on stupid stuff. but that's my life for you. i've been sick for a while now, my mom think pneumonia, i don't know if i spelled that right. i really hope i did, i hate words spelled wrong. shows ignorance. and extreme laziness. wow, i hope that's spelled correctly too. anyways, i have had to use my inhaler more lately than i have had to use it since i got it, which is weird. i don't know if it's really working though, but i guess just to think that it is is usually a good thing for my mind. also, breathing is getting harder. snot is pretty disgusting. i have to blow my nose after every shower now which is a new thing to my routine. it sucks. the tissues get full of like bloody mucus and it's just gross. being sick is really lame and my chest is constantly hurting. but other than that, my voice sounds sexy. haha, just kidding, but seriously, i think it does. not really. it's just really kind of gurgled like something's in my throat. that's probably the wrong word to use, but you know, i'm gonna use it. uh, i had to buy cigarettes for brittany the other day, i guess it was tuesday. well i didn't have to, but i did because she's mad cool. haha, corinna's favorite word is 'awesome' thanks to me. haha, i guess i use that word a lot, but i would have never noticed. she is teaching me some german like butt head is hinter kopf. i think i spelled that wrong, but i know how to say it. i learned that there is almost no difference between the way germans say e and i. i think it's just the way they accent it, but i don't know. i've been buying movies a lot lately so i have something to watch when i go to sleep rather than the same skate video every night. american psycho is a pretty badass movie, it's fucked up, sure, but i like it a lot, i think it's funny, haha. ben doesn't. hahahah, anyways, i've been taking a lot of pictures, but not that many, just enough. i like taking pictures of signs. i think i'm going to start a series of signs. haha, i think only artist's can do that and i'm not really an artist, but i'm going to. it'll be cool. i already have pictures of a few from dc. i also like numbers, so signs and numbers, i have two series of photographs going on then. who knows when they'll be done. probably never, but i will post them and arrange them sometime before the end of the year, so there's something to look forward to. but i think that's about it, i don't really know why i decided to have a long entry today, i just started typing and went with it. it was orignally only going to be like the first couple lines, but i decided that i haven't really said anything on here in a really long time although no one really cares, but you know, it's here for you if you do care. or if it's just entertaining to see how dumb another person's life is. i think i'd have to go with that one. that's why i have readers. i'm hearing things. my hearing is getting pretty bad. i'll probably need hearing aids at an earlier age than most people. uh, i guess that's it.