this may be the last day I hold my breathe and wait for you

Aug 08, 2005 12:00

I was listening to country music this morning and I came to realize something... Life is so strange...the song was about this guy who was totally in love with this girl...and she knew it...(but you see us girls.we like to hear it.silly us for wanting to know how much we are loved.) So the girl in the song left the guy. and now he is sad. He sees her in the arms of another man and it rips him apart...but you know what it serves him right and he totally doesnt deserve her. I mean I know its just a song and I am probably reading way to far into it but it kinda pertains to what I am going through right now. If you love someone you gotta let them know before someone else does. because chances are there is someone else who wants them too.

MY cousin and I were talking about this last night. She brought up that guys seem to think we will wait around forever for them...but we really wont. at some point we will get bored of waiting and move on....go our seperate way. BUT I think that us girls need to be a little bit more sensitive to guys. I mean its not like telling someone how much you care about them is easy...it shouldnt be hard if you really care about them right? wrong. Its nerve racking. but I mean if you know that the person feels the same for you whats the problem? why do you let every opprotunity pass you by? I dont know...its a mystery to me...

Yesterday was a good day. I went to church and then taught my class....and then I went to lunch with my brother, sister-in-law and my niece, and my mom dad and other brother. It was fun until it got to the topic of me and boyfriends. lol Yesenia just had to bring it up...i love her. My parents then preceded to lie and tell me that jimmy and yesenia didnt meet til they were 21 but it didnt work considering I have their junior year winter formal picture in my wallet...lol so yeah me and yeye talked about that and then i played with my niece...Then I found out that my cousin was coming out to town and so that was cool. My dad and I went to VONS and I got to see Kellie which totally rocked!! lol I am gonna miss you Kellie!! Yeah then I came home and talked to Mattie and we tried to set up a day to hang out but I am booked solid this week....and when I am open...hes gotta work..so yeah...

I heard from Kenya yesterday which was cool. I hadnt heard from her in a while so it was nice. we are gonna hang out...yup yup...

hahaha I got a letter from Washington D.C. about my "academic and leadership achievment" lol it was funny...i laughed...

I love to laugh...i do it all the time

its amazing
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