Jul 26, 2005 15:26
you are 16 you dont know what you want...so dont tell me that because of me your life is turning out how it shouldnt be....we arent meant to be together and not because I dont see you as more then my friend but because thats not why God created you and me. We were made to be there for eachother...friends..you are like my best friend...you are a great guy you just arent the one for me..your my friend and thats just gonna have to be the way that things are...im sorry and I never meant to hurt you but there is no way for me to do this so that it doesnt hurt. I dont wanna mess up our friendship so you just needa move on get me outta your head and put someone else in it..I have ruined to many friendships because I was with someone just because they told me that I was beautiful. I knew that they werent ging to work but I got in over my head and wound up getting hurt. and thats not why i was created. If you are the one for me then you arent the one for right now...i just dont think of you that way...and i am sorry becasuse I know what its like to "love" someone and not have them feel the same way for you back..and it hurts like hell but thats life and these things happen.we learn from them and move on...im sorry...
god...when did life get so complicated..I wish that we could go back to when boys had cooties and we gave eachother cootie shots..things were so much more simple then all you worried about was who to invite to your birthday party...
i wonder... whats gonna get thrown at me next
QUOTES FOR TODAY:
~Now that we found love what are we going to do with it?
~You had me at Hello
~If you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breathe away
~life isnt about the amount of breathes you take its about the moments in which you take those breathes
~When I hear you laugh it always brightens my day
~Keep your head up and NEVER look down
~You are the best thing and the worst thing that ever happened to me