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So... I'm really dealing with the mistakes I made this month.
Nick and I are pretty much together again but then again, when weren't we? I honestly love him. It's probably hard for people to believe that with all the shit I did to him, but I really do. He's like a best friend, boyfriend, and brother all at once. I owe so much to that kid and if we could make it through this past month, we can make it through anything.
So basically, all of Nicks friends now hate me. I used to think of them as friends but they can't let what I've done go. I cry all the time because of it. It shouldn't really bug me but yeah, it does.
Whatever. I really don't need them. I've finally come to the point where I genuinely want to clean up my life. And if Nicks the only one who will help me along the way, then he's really the only one worth having near.
Nick and I are pretty much together again but then again, when weren't we? I honestly love him. It's probably hard for people to believe that with all the shit I did to him, but I really do. He's like a best friend, boyfriend, and brother all at once. I owe so much to that kid and if we could make it through this past month, we can make it through anything.
So basically, all of Nicks friends now hate me. I used to think of them as friends but they can't let what I've done go. I cry all the time because of it. It shouldn't really bug me but yeah, it does.
Whatever. I really don't need them. I've finally come to the point where I genuinely want to clean up my life. And if Nicks the only one who will help me along the way, then he's really the only one worth having near.