Someone always pitches the curve ball
Its ironic to me how life is so utterly unpredictable. Anything you know to be true, probably isn't. Any idea you have as being the one which best suits you is probably wrong as well.
I always try to look for what I know I want, what I'm sure of, what I know to be true of my preferences. I also try to run and try to push and pull all at the same time. Its a confusing and annoying situation that I place upon myself that acts almost as a defense mechanism of sorts, but its only really protecting me from myself, and in all actuality, hindering me in a more painful way.
I never expected to find the one person I would never consider, to be the one that makes me feel at home, comfortable, secure.
All those thoughts, those preconceived notions of what I thought i want dim in comparison to what I've found. They always say that you wont find something if you're looking for it. I think its probably because what you're looking for probably isn't what you really need. What you want probably isn't what is right for you. Its difficult to surrender to the idea that everything you know isn't the end all/be all. But its definately a lesson I'm glad to be learning.
Its the one thing i've learned in this life, if you're going to be up at the plate, you've gotta learn to be ready for a few curveballs,
Jess
I always try to look for what I know I want, what I'm sure of, what I know to be true of my preferences. I also try to run and try to push and pull all at the same time. Its a confusing and annoying situation that I place upon myself that acts almost as a defense mechanism of sorts, but its only really protecting me from myself, and in all actuality, hindering me in a more painful way.
I never expected to find the one person I would never consider, to be the one that makes me feel at home, comfortable, secure.
All those thoughts, those preconceived notions of what I thought i want dim in comparison to what I've found. They always say that you wont find something if you're looking for it. I think its probably because what you're looking for probably isn't what you really need. What you want probably isn't what is right for you. Its difficult to surrender to the idea that everything you know isn't the end all/be all. But its definately a lesson I'm glad to be learning.
Its the one thing i've learned in this life, if you're going to be up at the plate, you've gotta learn to be ready for a few curveballs,
Jess