even rebellion is a form of control

[not_even_a_star]

I think you mentioned that to me once, that rebelling against someone, even if you dont speak to them anymore means they still have some control over you. But then I think about the fact that you were the only reason I WASNT cutting my hair, and now since you arent a reason for me anymore, its fine to do whatever I please, so I did. I know you probably dont think about what I'd think or feel about anything you do, so this is just a step in me not thinking, caring or feeling what you think about my choices. Almost liberating in a way.

You still surface in my thoughts, but you dont control them anymore.
Jess

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