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its sooooooo nice to be happy ...and to be happy like ...ALLLLL the time...its almost unnatural. Its crazy how being with someone you love and that loves you can completely change your life. He has to work 12am-4am tonight, but thats ok because when he's done he'll come over and it'll all be ok from there. Its so strange to me because usually i like hanging out with people but after a while i'll want a break...but with him when im gone to class and vice versa, its like...shitty because i want to be with him and i cant stop thinking of him. i think i've become one of those stupid girls that all they talk about is their boyfriend, but i mean..wow..you cant help it...its crazy. i just thought those girls were stupid...but its really uncontrollable...im CONSTANTLY thinking about him....but its nice because you know what...he thinks about me all the time too...so atleast for once in my life i am in love and they are in love with me...when i said i wanted someone to love me half as much as i love them, i meant it--but im definately not complaining about having someone im crazy about that is just as crazy about me. He makes me want to be a better person, he gives me confidence and makes me feel good about myself, he LIKES to take care of me, he loves just holding me and being with me...i couldn't ask for more in anyone...and im so happy..i feel so lucky because the way we got together was a completely unexpected fluke..and yet...its been completely amazing.
I get jealous easy...im trying to work on it...and i get uncomfortable in a few situations that have come up with an ex interest...but im working on it...trying to work through my own insecurities, but luckily he's constantly there to remind me that he loves me and that hes with me and me only and im all he wants..and he can read me so well...its so easy to be with him...just so simple...
in other news..this is homecoming week, but i haven't been to anything yet...we're gonna go to the carnival tomorrow, but we have to go seperate because its from like 11-1 and i have a class from 11-12 and him from 12-1...so we'll go seperate i guess...and then im going to 'dragapella' on thursday, but he's on call, and then he's going to the soccer game and the fireworks show friday cuz im on call...but maybe he and i will go to the dance or go out on saturday. maybe steve and julies again..thats fun times.
tomorrow i might be getting a cell phone...im hoping.
my room still smells a bit odd from the fridge...but not rank like before....liveable...atleast i dont spend sooo much time in here though...hehehe.
yea so...its like midnight now..i spose i'll head off to the bath...then into bed. I'll get a bit of shut eye before i have to scoot over in the giant bed to let marc in...lol...twin beds...good thing we love to cuddle...hehehe
i hope everyone else is doing great...very few people read this and even less comment, but you know what...feeeeeeeelll free to leave a comment or something...its exciting to get email's ;-)
I get jealous easy...im trying to work on it...and i get uncomfortable in a few situations that have come up with an ex interest...but im working on it...trying to work through my own insecurities, but luckily he's constantly there to remind me that he loves me and that hes with me and me only and im all he wants..and he can read me so well...its so easy to be with him...just so simple...
in other news..this is homecoming week, but i haven't been to anything yet...we're gonna go to the carnival tomorrow, but we have to go seperate because its from like 11-1 and i have a class from 11-12 and him from 12-1...so we'll go seperate i guess...and then im going to 'dragapella' on thursday, but he's on call, and then he's going to the soccer game and the fireworks show friday cuz im on call...but maybe he and i will go to the dance or go out on saturday. maybe steve and julies again..thats fun times.
tomorrow i might be getting a cell phone...im hoping.
my room still smells a bit odd from the fridge...but not rank like before....liveable...atleast i dont spend sooo much time in here though...hehehe.
yea so...its like midnight now..i spose i'll head off to the bath...then into bed. I'll get a bit of shut eye before i have to scoot over in the giant bed to let marc in...lol...twin beds...good thing we love to cuddle...hehehe
i hope everyone else is doing great...very few people read this and even less comment, but you know what...feeeeeeeelll free to leave a comment or something...its exciting to get email's ;-)