its friday already
okay, so its friday already and also almost 4in the morning, it is also my first friday off since i started working there, i want to get a Puppy, or a cell phone i havn't desided yet?!?! i guess it just depends of whatever comes to me first, i can't really sleeep right now, i duno why i had to worst day ever, and night to i dont even want to talk about it, to depressing, today is going to be busy as all hell im either having kt take me to get a cell phone or call up someone to gets me a puppy
i hate it at night when i can't sleep, my mind just keeps going at 100 miles an hr thinking about stupid shit, like if something happened, or what if i did something, just stupid nonscence, i wonder if im the only one who is like that?¿?¿? or i guess you can just call me crazy maybe i should just stop posting in this stupid thing, its not like anyone reads it, or actually gives 2 shits about what i have to say?
no more smoking weed for me..court may 20th i gotta be clean, the craziest thing is i cant sleep when im sober, but when im fucked up on nething i can fall asleep easy or whenever i want, i hate probation, i hate havin to do things that i dont want to do, and being paranoid about getting caught and being fucked then next minute :\ i wish i never would have fucked ^ and left that night.....
im going to stop rambling on
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i hate it at night when i can't sleep, my mind just keeps going at 100 miles an hr thinking about stupid shit, like if something happened, or what if i did something, just stupid nonscence, i wonder if im the only one who is like that?¿?¿? or i guess you can just call me crazy maybe i should just stop posting in this stupid thing, its not like anyone reads it, or actually gives 2 shits about what i have to say?
no more smoking weed for me..court may 20th i gotta be clean, the craziest thing is i cant sleep when im sober, but when im fucked up on nething i can fall asleep easy or whenever i want, i hate probation, i hate havin to do things that i dont want to do, and being paranoid about getting caught and being fucked then next minute :\ i wish i never would have fucked ^ and left that night.....
im going to stop rambling on
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