So glad i dont feel like this anymore
I'm so glad I don't feel like that anymore.
Any who, here are some old crappy poems i wrote after le breakup
Hahah enjoy, or don't whatever :P
ohh yeah last one is a story hahaha
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pitter patter pitter patter
as it drops
pitter patter pitter patter
as i wept
pitter patter pitter patter
as it stopped
................
silence, nothing left.
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it's okay...
i cut it out myself...
don't worry about me...
people say you can't die from this pain...
but i think they're still wrong...
don't worry silly...
this world is just not cut out for me...
cut out...
i cut it out myself..
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Enough of this,
I'm tired, I quit.
No more games,
No more trust,
No more you,
No more us.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You're my fix,
one outta a million,
and your my favorite pick.
hypnotize me like a vaudevillian
and you've won the prize...
a better life,
a life sensationalized,
no more strife,
no more greif,
no more lies,
just me
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I saw you today
I must admit... it made me throw up a little
In my head I wished you would crash into a pole.
You filled my heart with napalm.
I hope you lite fire..
Cos I wouldn't spit to put you out.
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You think your the shit
but just remember
she was always the one to catch you when you took that hit
so fuck you
she may have said it was good
but she lied
you "pleased" her
yeah believe her
your no good to her
she can do better
without you
yeah, that little girl
she's doing better
cos your not there
she needed you there with her
so she could hate you more
had to break free to break the mold
shes on her own
and shes better off
cos your an idiot
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no one
has ever made me hurt that much
i honestly hope you catch something and die
because its been a while
and i still hurt...
i hope you hurt too
you dont need a doctor
you need a mortician
because you are dead to me now
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Bloody Mistletoe
Slit my throat under the mistletoe baby?
I'll be waiting for you gorgeous.
Please don't tell me maybe.
I'm dying because of you..
Or for you...
Doesn't matter to you right?
So take my life
Or take my knife
Either way I'm left here with my heart in hands
Its broken and fucked up
Just like I am.
I miss you half to death
Another half and hopefully I'll be dead.
Kiss me, kill me, hit me, thrill me.
Take whatever you need from me
Then ignore me
I don't exist to you anymore
Because I'm no longer alive.
You've taken my life
Because you left
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drop a line
say my name
we ran out of time
and it'll never be the same
i'm calling it quits
i'm throwing in the towel
it tore me to bits
i dont want to live now
so if i take my life
i hope you understand
it wasnt in the knife
it was in the man
so come to my wake
you are cordially invited
don't make another mistake
i'm sure you are excited
the girl who died of a broken heart
cold pale skin, no longer warm at the touch
so sad she had to part
they'll miss her very much
so this is her final goodbye
one last kiss
on her tainted lips
a half-hearted sigh
.....just to say goodbye
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sit alone, cryin' in the dark...
My heart is broken, You've left your mark.
I hold myself as tight as i can,
And think about how it all began.
It hurts less to not think about it...
everything we said about it...
because you wouldn't know a good thing if it slit your throat...
and honey i'm the knife...and you're the joke...
you got me burried six feet under in broken promises and "maybe"...
but i guess you just don't know what love is baby...
Lustful wishes and empty kisses..
"it's not my job to argue with you anymore"
Guess I never knew i was such a chore...
You've got me blaming this on me...
And I'm sure you wouldn't disagree.
I could have been everything you wanted...
but now i'm just haunted
by memories of you that just wont fade
and prayers for you that I have prayed
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There was once a girl who didn't care what anyone thought. She spent her days alone, listening to angry music. She spoke to no one, of no one. She wore all black and when she walked she glanced at the floor.
This girl, her name is of no importance. But just for your convienience, we'll call her "Nameless." Nameless wasn't shy at all, she had just been hurt so many times that she didn't care to make friends. She didn't care to spend her time getting to know people, because she knew they would hurt her sooner or later.
But one day, Nameless met a boy, a boy we will refer to as "Poison." The moment Nameless glanced at Poison, her heart stopped beating. She could barely stand, and her knees got weak. Poison later said that when he first saw her, he was amazed by her beauty.
No one seemed to understand why Poison and Nameless weren't together... For they we perfect for eachother in everyway. They had this sort of connection that made others around them jealous. But Nameless had this monster growing inside of her, and sadly, it was eating her alive. It was a disease... Nameless didn't understand it at first, and probably would have gone her whole life not knowing if it wasn't for that boy....Poison. He took away the pain from inside, the hate she had for society. And she let her gaurd down for him. And she fell in love.....
Poison had her eating out of the palm of his hand, and I'm sure he knew this, because he took advantage of it whenever he could. He hurt her in more ways then one, and always knew how to manipulate the situation so that Nameless thought it was her fault.
And then one day, Poison asked Nameless, "Nameless, why do you love me so much?"
Nameless thought for a second, and said, "Because you are the only person to have ever loved me back, because you treat me like a person, because you care about me and are always there, because in my eyes, i see no one of greater value. And because to me, i will never meet anyone as handsome as you who could love me...." She thought, and thought about her answer... was it what he wanted to hear? She asked why he loved her, and he took a minnute to reply, "because you are my Nameless, and there is no other Nameless quite like you."
The next day Poison broke up with Nameless...
And a part of Nameless died. There was so many questions left unanswered. There were so many things left unsaid, and so many shattered pieces that could not be mend. The disease came back, stronger than ever. The pain was so bad, that Nameless couldn't eat or sleep, she could barely breath. In some sense, the disease devoured her hope to live. And with that... Nameless was never to be happy again.
Nameless will never love again, but that doesn't matter anymore. She will play the games that all the boys play. She will make out with complete strangers. And call it a just a game.
Because she has this voice inside her head, that tells her she isn't worthy of love.
And no one will ever love her... because she just isn't worthy.
She was never beautiful, but she stood out in a crowd. She had this twinkle in her eye whever she saw something that made her truly happy.
Sorry her eyes don't twinkle like that anymore.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Any who, here are some old crappy poems i wrote after le breakup
Hahah enjoy, or don't whatever :P
ohh yeah last one is a story hahaha
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
pitter patter pitter patter
as it drops
pitter patter pitter patter
as i wept
pitter patter pitter patter
as it stopped
................
silence, nothing left.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it's okay...
i cut it out myself...
don't worry about me...
people say you can't die from this pain...
but i think they're still wrong...
don't worry silly...
this world is just not cut out for me...
cut out...
i cut it out myself..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Enough of this,
I'm tired, I quit.
No more games,
No more trust,
No more you,
No more us.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You're my fix,
one outta a million,
and your my favorite pick.
hypnotize me like a vaudevillian
and you've won the prize...
a better life,
a life sensationalized,
no more strife,
no more greif,
no more lies,
just me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I saw you today
I must admit... it made me throw up a little
In my head I wished you would crash into a pole.
You filled my heart with napalm.
I hope you lite fire..
Cos I wouldn't spit to put you out.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You think your the shit
but just remember
she was always the one to catch you when you took that hit
so fuck you
she may have said it was good
but she lied
you "pleased" her
yeah believe her
your no good to her
she can do better
without you
yeah, that little girl
she's doing better
cos your not there
she needed you there with her
so she could hate you more
had to break free to break the mold
shes on her own
and shes better off
cos your an idiot
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
no one
has ever made me hurt that much
i honestly hope you catch something and die
because its been a while
and i still hurt...
i hope you hurt too
you dont need a doctor
you need a mortician
because you are dead to me now
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Bloody Mistletoe
Slit my throat under the mistletoe baby?
I'll be waiting for you gorgeous.
Please don't tell me maybe.
I'm dying because of you..
Or for you...
Doesn't matter to you right?
So take my life
Or take my knife
Either way I'm left here with my heart in hands
Its broken and fucked up
Just like I am.
I miss you half to death
Another half and hopefully I'll be dead.
Kiss me, kill me, hit me, thrill me.
Take whatever you need from me
Then ignore me
I don't exist to you anymore
Because I'm no longer alive.
You've taken my life
Because you left
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
drop a line
say my name
we ran out of time
and it'll never be the same
i'm calling it quits
i'm throwing in the towel
it tore me to bits
i dont want to live now
so if i take my life
i hope you understand
it wasnt in the knife
it was in the man
so come to my wake
you are cordially invited
don't make another mistake
i'm sure you are excited
the girl who died of a broken heart
cold pale skin, no longer warm at the touch
so sad she had to part
they'll miss her very much
so this is her final goodbye
one last kiss
on her tainted lips
a half-hearted sigh
.....just to say goodbye
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sit alone, cryin' in the dark...
My heart is broken, You've left your mark.
I hold myself as tight as i can,
And think about how it all began.
It hurts less to not think about it...
everything we said about it...
because you wouldn't know a good thing if it slit your throat...
and honey i'm the knife...and you're the joke...
you got me burried six feet under in broken promises and "maybe"...
but i guess you just don't know what love is baby...
Lustful wishes and empty kisses..
"it's not my job to argue with you anymore"
Guess I never knew i was such a chore...
You've got me blaming this on me...
And I'm sure you wouldn't disagree.
I could have been everything you wanted...
but now i'm just haunted
by memories of you that just wont fade
and prayers for you that I have prayed
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There was once a girl who didn't care what anyone thought. She spent her days alone, listening to angry music. She spoke to no one, of no one. She wore all black and when she walked she glanced at the floor.
This girl, her name is of no importance. But just for your convienience, we'll call her "Nameless." Nameless wasn't shy at all, she had just been hurt so many times that she didn't care to make friends. She didn't care to spend her time getting to know people, because she knew they would hurt her sooner or later.
But one day, Nameless met a boy, a boy we will refer to as "Poison." The moment Nameless glanced at Poison, her heart stopped beating. She could barely stand, and her knees got weak. Poison later said that when he first saw her, he was amazed by her beauty.
No one seemed to understand why Poison and Nameless weren't together... For they we perfect for eachother in everyway. They had this sort of connection that made others around them jealous. But Nameless had this monster growing inside of her, and sadly, it was eating her alive. It was a disease... Nameless didn't understand it at first, and probably would have gone her whole life not knowing if it wasn't for that boy....Poison. He took away the pain from inside, the hate she had for society. And she let her gaurd down for him. And she fell in love.....
Poison had her eating out of the palm of his hand, and I'm sure he knew this, because he took advantage of it whenever he could. He hurt her in more ways then one, and always knew how to manipulate the situation so that Nameless thought it was her fault.
And then one day, Poison asked Nameless, "Nameless, why do you love me so much?"
Nameless thought for a second, and said, "Because you are the only person to have ever loved me back, because you treat me like a person, because you care about me and are always there, because in my eyes, i see no one of greater value. And because to me, i will never meet anyone as handsome as you who could love me...." She thought, and thought about her answer... was it what he wanted to hear? She asked why he loved her, and he took a minnute to reply, "because you are my Nameless, and there is no other Nameless quite like you."
The next day Poison broke up with Nameless...
And a part of Nameless died. There was so many questions left unanswered. There were so many things left unsaid, and so many shattered pieces that could not be mend. The disease came back, stronger than ever. The pain was so bad, that Nameless couldn't eat or sleep, she could barely breath. In some sense, the disease devoured her hope to live. And with that... Nameless was never to be happy again.
Nameless will never love again, but that doesn't matter anymore. She will play the games that all the boys play. She will make out with complete strangers. And call it a just a game.
Because she has this voice inside her head, that tells her she isn't worthy of love.
And no one will ever love her... because she just isn't worthy.
She was never beautiful, but she stood out in a crowd. She had this twinkle in her eye whever she saw something that made her truly happy.
Sorry her eyes don't twinkle like that anymore.
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