Apr 21, 2008 11:01
So it is true, everything is over. Everyone is gone. This is how life seems to be for me in these past many years, I cant even find the Empress...but I suppose its best that way the Empire needs her not one lowly exile. I never got to earn Esther's forgiveness for all I did to her before my death, nor say goodbye to Nightroad.
The worst loss that rivals even that of the Empress is the loss of Balthier...my dear friend, I find myself wondering why this city rejected everyone I cared for. Was this a price for my months in the deep sleep? I had and still have little choice in the matter, my source of life-water is likely gone as well even if not Nightroad is and I never met the Alchemist. So I will either starve or become a murderer...wonderful.
If life wished to do this to me...why did I even wake? I doubt Lady Sforza really needed me to save her...but now I have and I am awake...so what do I do? Maybe its time to take a stroll in the sunlight, I have not felt its warmth upon me since I left the empire....
-Gyula Kadar
awake,
alone again,
caterina