Man, I just don't feel right
I dunno if this is just some form of "oh I'm not ready to go in yet" or "oh here is a can of worms that ronald has had open for MONTHS on end now but has never actually done anything substantial about it" or "maybe you should have made a different choice or had better self-control over these last few days" or god knows WHAT but I am just not at ease right now.
oh I don't fucking know, a part of me is downright excited to be back, another part of me does not want to go back at all. I think this happens every time I have to go back for another term. Can't wait to see myself in another year or two; how soulcrushed will I be?
...yeah I'm guessing I can only really post on livejournal when there is some sort of issue that I cannot properly articulate.
oh I don't fucking know, a part of me is downright excited to be back, another part of me does not want to go back at all. I think this happens every time I have to go back for another term. Can't wait to see myself in another year or two; how soulcrushed will I be?
...yeah I'm guessing I can only really post on livejournal when there is some sort of issue that I cannot properly articulate.