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So I'm really going to try harder and post more. This comes after a very early morning discussion with a close friend I met n here. Since becoming journal buddies, she's helped me through so much stuff, mainly the unexpected loss of my dad, but also about the intense amount of pain my body is in.
For the past few days, it's been unbearable. Usually it gets like this right before my period which is due to start in a few days, but it's not usually so extreme....I'm very uncomfortable and last night I was unable to get to sleep until around 2 AM. So I'm even more tired than usual today...
I don't have a whole lot going on. Getting some more hours at work and I reported Mike to my old district manager Sara for talking all that crap about me. I bought an HP TouchPad two weeks ago and I'm starting to use it more. I also bought all the Big Bang Theory seasons yesterday since they were 18.99 instead of 34.99. And I bought Just Dance 2 and 3 because they were on sale too.
They seem to have cut my mom's food stamps. We never had government aid until my dad died because they refused to give it to a family of hard working people emven though we were struggling. So now my mom gets a small amount compared to the illegals that have never earned a dime in their lives, and they only gave her $38 this month. Coming from the state that told her not to get a job til my sister is 18 because thenshe'd lose any Social Security benefit my father worked almost 50 years for. It's a mess. Thankfully I have a job and I learned a lesson or two from my dad's mistakes with money. I have a very good feeling about the financial future of me and Steve. He knows where I've come from as far as fnances, relationships and family. We agree that children aren't in the future, that we'll probably stay in that beautiful, modest ranch all our lives. I'm totally fine with that. As long as I have my beautiful, serene library with my vast book collection and Amish photography adorning the place, I'll be wonderful.
Finally, I have to say how klutzy I am. I broke my toe on Wednesdsy. That just adds to my painful fun...oh joy
For the past few days, it's been unbearable. Usually it gets like this right before my period which is due to start in a few days, but it's not usually so extreme....I'm very uncomfortable and last night I was unable to get to sleep until around 2 AM. So I'm even more tired than usual today...
I don't have a whole lot going on. Getting some more hours at work and I reported Mike to my old district manager Sara for talking all that crap about me. I bought an HP TouchPad two weeks ago and I'm starting to use it more. I also bought all the Big Bang Theory seasons yesterday since they were 18.99 instead of 34.99. And I bought Just Dance 2 and 3 because they were on sale too.
They seem to have cut my mom's food stamps. We never had government aid until my dad died because they refused to give it to a family of hard working people emven though we were struggling. So now my mom gets a small amount compared to the illegals that have never earned a dime in their lives, and they only gave her $38 this month. Coming from the state that told her not to get a job til my sister is 18 because thenshe'd lose any Social Security benefit my father worked almost 50 years for. It's a mess. Thankfully I have a job and I learned a lesson or two from my dad's mistakes with money. I have a very good feeling about the financial future of me and Steve. He knows where I've come from as far as fnances, relationships and family. We agree that children aren't in the future, that we'll probably stay in that beautiful, modest ranch all our lives. I'm totally fine with that. As long as I have my beautiful, serene library with my vast book collection and Amish photography adorning the place, I'll be wonderful.
Finally, I have to say how klutzy I am. I broke my toe on Wednesdsy. That just adds to my painful fun...oh joy