done.
Well I guess the reason I haven't updated in a while is because I've been avoiding writing this entry. Maybe it's because I thought things would go back, or maybe because I wanted to save myself the emotions.
Brian broke up with me for the second time on Friday. I cried my eyes out. Then his dad and I talked, and I cried even more. We promised to stay friends, but I'm so afraid things will happen the way they did last time. Aka..we ignored each other for like 8 monthes.
I just don't know what to do. I'm living off of faith and it scares me to death. I seriously love this kid, and I lost him again.
Brian broke up with me for the second time on Friday. I cried my eyes out. Then his dad and I talked, and I cried even more. We promised to stay friends, but I'm so afraid things will happen the way they did last time. Aka..we ignored each other for like 8 monthes.
I just don't know what to do. I'm living off of faith and it scares me to death. I seriously love this kid, and I lost him again.