Jun 04, 2005 21:25
Well this is definately a first.. I feel so self confident right now (which really isn't normal by the way) I feel like I could do anything. I'm on top of the clouds and I have no idea why. This is such a weird feeling but I think I like it. Oh no I don't want to turn into a conceited person.
It's strange because today I had to pretty much get on my knees and beg my mom to take me to get something to eat. I could feel my stomach eating itself I was so hungry. I hadn't eaten anything since Wedensday afternoon so I was starving. I could never go on a starving diet.. I would die seriously.
I should post the picture I took up here today.. Well I'm too lazy to upload it so I won't. Too bad all you people won't get to see my beautiful self. Unless you want to see it.. I feel crazy like I could go to a party and get drunk and not care what the heck I was doing. OMG where did that come from.. And then I feel all self confident and conceited like I'm the prettiest girl I know. These are 2 feelings you don't normally hear from me. I guess they are my inner wild child/bad girl because I know I'm not all good ~_^
Anyway today my sister and brother came home from their trip. Now the house will be filled with the fighting and screaming of all 4 of our wonderful selves. Oh I can't wait.. Anyway want to take me away from my house for the rest of the summer? I don't even care where it is.. Even if it's for 30 minutes I don't care. I just need to get away before I go insane.
Well I guess that's it. I will go now. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone want to take me to get a couple drinks??