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Jul 28, 2009 00:53

This is one of my old wedding photos. Sometimes it's hard to believe that that was taken years ago. I know that my marriage to Sarah was far from perfect, but lately I've been finding myself missing those times. Is that normal? Sarah's remarried and wants nothing to do with me. I've even lost touch somewhat with Marc who was my best man and used to be my best friend who I couldn't go a week without talking to.

I don't want to place blame on anyone. With Marc... people just drift, especially when they don't see each other for a while. It happens. As for Sarah, I don't know. It's complicated.

We both messed up. I think it's more of a case of what we didn't do than what we did do. I began working longer hours, she was never home when I was home. We became two people who happened to live in the same house rather than a married couple, and we just let it happen.

The breaking point came when I compromised. I didn't know she was already seeing someone else at the time. That she'd already had her things packed. I had to tell her that I messed up, that I wanted to fix what we had. I told her that I...

[not wanting to share this with anyone, much less himself, Jack highlights the entry and hits the delete key, he decides to only post one sentence]

I miss my ex wife.

sarah, tm, post island - oceanic 6

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