Jan 22, 2011 00:07
So I realize I haven't posted much of my writing in some time.
It's not that I haven't written anything, I have, I just feel that every time I read it back, it feels like its lacking something. What, I don't know, I just don't feel good posting my stuff anymore.
The writers who have recently come up are brilliant, and I feel like my writing standard has slipped terribly, and IDK, I seem to lack the inspiration to write now.
IDK. I am sorry to anyone who was still looking out for fics, IDK if there are lurkers but I know some people do still read what I write. Thanks for that by the way, it really means a lot to me, all your support, but I think your eyes deserve better writing thann what I've been coming up with recently. Take that Xabi/Cesc piece. I re-read it and just... what was I thinking? XD
Maybe I just need a break from trying to write. I don't think I can give it up completely, I just think.... I'm at that point of time in life where I need to sort myself out before I can write stuff again. Because my writing is confusing when I feel confused, so yes.
MEH. This turned out longer than I expected.
I AM SORRY.
random ramblings!,
fml,
fiksyen!