"so im going to buy a gun, and start a war, if you give me something worth fighting for"
its not healthy to be generally unhappy with life for a long period of time is it?
no its not. i call that depression.
i dont see how someone like me can be so unsatisfied with life... and for so long. christ. i dont know what it is.. i just look at people and want to throw up.
people make me sick.
what has been bothering me the most lately, is how people change. its almost like you can see the person you were once so fond of right infront of you, and now, you see this person you cant even recognize. i hate acting like strangers to people i once knew inside and out. i actually feel that way with some of my friends.. and i dont know what to do. i wish things were the way they used to be.
maybe i should be thinking differently, (and so should others). i think with me, i find a lot of flaws in people, and i weigh them more severely then i weigh the good in people. the glass is half full right?
radiohead describes what i feel best;
"what the hell am i supposed to do"
no its not. i call that depression.
i dont see how someone like me can be so unsatisfied with life... and for so long. christ. i dont know what it is.. i just look at people and want to throw up.
people make me sick.
what has been bothering me the most lately, is how people change. its almost like you can see the person you were once so fond of right infront of you, and now, you see this person you cant even recognize. i hate acting like strangers to people i once knew inside and out. i actually feel that way with some of my friends.. and i dont know what to do. i wish things were the way they used to be.
maybe i should be thinking differently, (and so should others). i think with me, i find a lot of flaws in people, and i weigh them more severely then i weigh the good in people. the glass is half full right?
radiohead describes what i feel best;
"what the hell am i supposed to do"