ok what
why is it so hard to stay on task, but so easy to get distracted?
my semester is filled with some intresting moments, but for the most part, its so boring. like today, i had two classes of just in-class work. and in one of them, i can NOT do anything, because that class has a.d.d, and when someone isnt talking, there is laughter.. or chewing.. or some kind of annoyance, and i just cant concentrate.
im really looking forward to this weekend. like a lot. tgif in 4 hours!
on the whole right now.. im actually not satisfied with life. i need more. i mean, i have lots of fun. i go out when i can and i stay in when i want to. but.. im just not happy in general, or atleast not all the time. i cant even explain this.
and another thing that is annoying me is all these "half friendships" i have. i mean, its either you're in or you're out. i dont want no in the middle friends. they're just useless people that you feel obliged to say hi to.
in a way, i regret staying back a year from going into post secoundary.. but on the other hand, im glad i did. i ask so many of my peers about what programs they're going into, and i ask what that will lead them into, they all say the same thing, "i dont know".
i hope i'll atleast be certain of what im getting myself into.
my semester is filled with some intresting moments, but for the most part, its so boring. like today, i had two classes of just in-class work. and in one of them, i can NOT do anything, because that class has a.d.d, and when someone isnt talking, there is laughter.. or chewing.. or some kind of annoyance, and i just cant concentrate.
im really looking forward to this weekend. like a lot. tgif in 4 hours!
on the whole right now.. im actually not satisfied with life. i need more. i mean, i have lots of fun. i go out when i can and i stay in when i want to. but.. im just not happy in general, or atleast not all the time. i cant even explain this.
and another thing that is annoying me is all these "half friendships" i have. i mean, its either you're in or you're out. i dont want no in the middle friends. they're just useless people that you feel obliged to say hi to.
in a way, i regret staying back a year from going into post secoundary.. but on the other hand, im glad i did. i ask so many of my peers about what programs they're going into, and i ask what that will lead them into, they all say the same thing, "i dont know".
i hope i'll atleast be certain of what im getting myself into.