STRANGE AND UNUSUAL THINGS ARE HAPPENING IN MY LIFE!!!

[not_a_bad_girl]

Oh on a strange note....I dont hate God anymore..... I'll just leave it at that.... Something weird happened to me and my friend Travis who I called at almost 2 o'clock in the morning....haha...I woke him up...crying my eyes out and needing someone to be there for me... And he was and he made it clear to me. And I am not all godly or nothing now....but lets just say...I have felt one of the most powerful things you can ever feel.... It was amasing....seems unreal...But I know it was really because Travis was there by my side telling me it was real. So I am going to take some minor steps towards it all..... I shall now talk to God.... I dont like calling it praying eventhough thats what it is but....ummm yeah..... so me and god shall be talking from now on and like my friend told me....its something new that I haven't tried.....so why not! I mean...I got some huge anger issues still with god....but thats what I shall talk out.

I really wish everyone could have felt what I felt last night! JUST WOW!!!!

Ok yeah....now I am done... I wasn't going to say anything about this to anyone but I dont mind putting it on my journal....since yeah.... but yeah..... the only people I can talk to about it...Like tell them exactly what happened and stuff....are Travis and my best friend Bonnie....who i shall be calling....right.....NOW! bYES