I am
So damn lost and confused and scared and I have no idea what to do next, I dont even know what I want to do now let alone what I want to do next...I dont know what to do about school....about my living situation.....my classes now....I still have time to figure it out but Im freakin out more then ever....its like this intense weight.....and I feel like im taking the easy way out....but im not.
I dont know what comes next....
I know I am capable of so much....but I dont feel like this is for me....
I love it here but I dont love why I am here.....no scratch that I do.....I like going to school but I dont like the school part....wait....now that just sounds inmature and wrong too......
I like it here...I like the people, the area, my job, my day to day life....I love everything about being here....but something here does not fit right....and Its throwing everything else off.....I love it here....but I dont know why I am here.....
I dont know what comes next....
I know I am capable of so much....but I dont feel like this is for me....
I love it here but I dont love why I am here.....no scratch that I do.....I like going to school but I dont like the school part....wait....now that just sounds inmature and wrong too......
I like it here...I like the people, the area, my job, my day to day life....I love everything about being here....but something here does not fit right....and Its throwing everything else off.....I love it here....but I dont know why I am here.....