19 more days!!!
holy shit i can not wait... a nice 3 day weekend getaway with my wonderful husband in only 19 days!!!! seriously. this is going to rule... we're going to go to cedar point and then the rock and roll hall of fame.
i wish drew carey was a real person and that i could visit him in ohio as well. that would make me so super duper happy. i haven't watched that show in so long. there aren't too many tv shows that rocked like that one.
so i'm at the bp amoco station with my steven right now. i'm so in love with him. it's nuts. every saturday and sunday morning when he has to work at five AM i come in and sit with him, and every saturday and sunday i look forward to more than any other day of the week.
so my life is work and steven. we've been back together now for what will be two months on the 12th of may, and we have not spent a day apart yet. all the free time we have, we spend with eachother. some people may look down upon that and say it's not healthy, but when you're so completely in tune with someone, it makes sense.
mother's day is coming up and i'm truly not looking forward to a day to honor my mother who has done nothing but make my life hell; between the moving all around the place, the not giving a shit about what i did, no guidance, no good examples, taking her problems out on me and admitting that she blamed me for them, i see no reason why i should participate in festivities that i have no feeling behind. now that my sister has moved out, my mom is trying to be nice to me. too late. she can't hold on to me. i have an awesome job and a sweet ride and hopefully i will be living on my own by summer's ending.
we'll see.
everyone have a rocking weekend yo.
<3
i wish drew carey was a real person and that i could visit him in ohio as well. that would make me so super duper happy. i haven't watched that show in so long. there aren't too many tv shows that rocked like that one.
so i'm at the bp amoco station with my steven right now. i'm so in love with him. it's nuts. every saturday and sunday morning when he has to work at five AM i come in and sit with him, and every saturday and sunday i look forward to more than any other day of the week.
so my life is work and steven. we've been back together now for what will be two months on the 12th of may, and we have not spent a day apart yet. all the free time we have, we spend with eachother. some people may look down upon that and say it's not healthy, but when you're so completely in tune with someone, it makes sense.
mother's day is coming up and i'm truly not looking forward to a day to honor my mother who has done nothing but make my life hell; between the moving all around the place, the not giving a shit about what i did, no guidance, no good examples, taking her problems out on me and admitting that she blamed me for them, i see no reason why i should participate in festivities that i have no feeling behind. now that my sister has moved out, my mom is trying to be nice to me. too late. she can't hold on to me. i have an awesome job and a sweet ride and hopefully i will be living on my own by summer's ending.
we'll see.
everyone have a rocking weekend yo.
<3