I will no longer be a barbie doll to you.

[not2shabby8]

Everytime 4 of my friends get together they say they will call me, they say they want me to hang with them. But they don't call me as to when. They don't tell me where. So I don't even know they're all hanging out til I get a hold of one of their moms telling me they are all together and once again I'm not there. All the f*cking time this happens, and I feel like complete and utter sh*t, and its not fair, because I have never ever done this to them. I wouldn't ever WISH it on one of them. It sucks feeling not good enough, and not wanted. I feel sooooooooooooooooo sh*tty.:(

I am so fed up with this. You have no idea.

I'm sick of broken promises, lies, and, excuses..

I'm sick of hypocrites and 2 faced people..

I'm sick of fakes..

I'm sick of being talked about behind my back..

I'm sick of being used, and getting hurt.

I'm just sick of it all

and I'm through with it

Thats the last time I will be your barbie doll.