Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
I've been getting hurt constantly by one of my friends, by the things she says and does. I shall call her "Jen" to save her from embarassment. Anyways.. When I go to tell her how I'm feeling she freaks out, and starts saying that I'm always hurt by her. Then I try to explain to her what shes saying and doing that hurts me. She gets all defensive, turning it on me, and this has been happening like the last 2 months. I never told her when she hurt me before because of these reasons.. When ever I'm trying to tell her how I'M feeling she manages to turn it on me, and I'm sick of it. On Thursday night this exact thing happened, and now she wont talk to me, until shes "ready", meanwhile shes calling me a gossiper when I talk about it with a mutual friend, aka.. "Em". I talked about it, I didn't explain it, yet she knew the exact thing that happened, well from "Jen's" point of view.. meaning "Jen" was doing the exact same thing I did, yet she dare point figures at me!! Whatever I just won't talk to her about how I'm feeling since she obviously can't handle it or care!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
I'm also really tortured this week becaz my bestest bud Chris is grounded!! And I'm literally DYING to talk to him. He can always make me feel better, no matter what it was that happened or affected me.He is just FAB like that. He's the best! But 2morrow his grounding from computer and phone is done!! Woo Woo! I will see him at church 2morrow too! Thank Goodness!! I MISS HIM!!
The reason my life has been so sucky lately is becaz of my migraines, they are back, and as painful as EVER!! So i missed 19 days of school total, which is why my grades r just average!! Its really affecting me, and I have alot of makeup homework/tests to do!! GOodness, then theres my parents ragging on me, its been unbearable lately, I hate being home now!! Psht.. now I'm missing my buddy, and "Jen" and I are fighting like crazy!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
Anyways I have to go..my mom and I are going out with Reebers and her dad, caz they have free coupon thinger for 4, but no one else is home at there house.. so we's going out!! Woo woo!
Catch ya later
I'm also really tortured this week becaz my bestest bud Chris is grounded!! And I'm literally DYING to talk to him. He can always make me feel better, no matter what it was that happened or affected me.He is just FAB like that. He's the best! But 2morrow his grounding from computer and phone is done!! Woo Woo! I will see him at church 2morrow too! Thank Goodness!! I MISS HIM!!
The reason my life has been so sucky lately is becaz of my migraines, they are back, and as painful as EVER!! So i missed 19 days of school total, which is why my grades r just average!! Its really affecting me, and I have alot of makeup homework/tests to do!! GOodness, then theres my parents ragging on me, its been unbearable lately, I hate being home now!! Psht.. now I'm missing my buddy, and "Jen" and I are fighting like crazy!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
Anyways I have to go..my mom and I are going out with Reebers and her dad, caz they have free coupon thinger for 4, but no one else is home at there house.. so we's going out!! Woo woo!
Catch ya later