saljkgfhlsakjfh
Okay so this break has been a blast!! Not really.. but I have been with Stefecia and Lauren like the whole time <3 and my Zoggggy!! So its been great.. I really miss Jenn she is growing up on me and its so sad!! my love I miss you and want to hang out with you really bad!!! I love you!! And my Bob I miss her too.. I miss us driving around listening to Faggot and me dancing for those creepy mexicans! Good times! But tommrow is Christmas and call me ungrateful but I just dont think im going to get what I want at all.. Last year my sister had a fit b/c she didnt get anything she asked for but she got all this great stuff like a cam corder.. and Tiffanys ... new pursese shoes clothes everyyything but she wasnt satisfied b/c she is spoiled.. so she pouted and of course it hurt my parents feelings so I think this year they are just giving us money.. But I really am going to miss having all these presents to open.. But whatever you get older and more "mature" and realize that there is no Santa Clause. I cant believe I just said that.. I think im losing all faith I just dont understand where my Christmas spirit is. But Christmas just isnt about getting presents.. its being thankful for what and who you have not getting mad b/c you didnt get a MP3 Player or The new Chanel perfume you want.. People need to stop being so stuck up and start realizing what Christmas is really about. Okay enough of this.. I just wish I had all my friends.. not that, that has anything to do what with im talking about im venting but whatever.. im going to go and wrap some Christmas presents..