Just call me a psycho girlfriend...
I decided the last post was too long to finish some other thoughts... so now I will finish up.
The latter part of Eric's planned date was to go look at a few houses. AAAAHHHHHH. So this is freakin me out. The other night he said, "Kari, you would absolutely love this one house; the next time you are here we'll go look at it." He also told me about some furniture he really liked and would go great with the house he thought I would like.
He also proceeded to tell me about his financial plan in order to buy a house.
This evening he brought up the M word... I once again stated that I would not be ready to even think about that for a VERY long time! I told him that the M word freaked me out. After saying that he agreed himself, but I know he has been thinking a lot about it. He thinks he should be married in less than two years (age-wise). He reminded me that if he gets married his insurance will go down... what a great reason to get married.
Yeah, I get all worked up over nothing. And I know that I am assuming a lot of things.
Random sidenote: four people in the past week have asked me if I was engaged, and they weren't just being dumb. They were people that are friends of friends and just randomly asked. To each I responded with hysterical laughter -- this is the only way I can even begin to deal with my anxiety.
I just am not sure that the marriage thing will ever be for me. I don't necessarily want to be single my whole life, but I don't have much confidence in marriage either.
Sorry to be the crazy wacko gf I said that I would never be... I don't even know why I am worrying about this stuff right now.
Begging for words of comfort/affirmation that I am not psycho...
The latter part of Eric's planned date was to go look at a few houses. AAAAHHHHHH. So this is freakin me out. The other night he said, "Kari, you would absolutely love this one house; the next time you are here we'll go look at it." He also told me about some furniture he really liked and would go great with the house he thought I would like.
He also proceeded to tell me about his financial plan in order to buy a house.
This evening he brought up the M word... I once again stated that I would not be ready to even think about that for a VERY long time! I told him that the M word freaked me out. After saying that he agreed himself, but I know he has been thinking a lot about it. He thinks he should be married in less than two years (age-wise). He reminded me that if he gets married his insurance will go down... what a great reason to get married.
Yeah, I get all worked up over nothing. And I know that I am assuming a lot of things.
Random sidenote: four people in the past week have asked me if I was engaged, and they weren't just being dumb. They were people that are friends of friends and just randomly asked. To each I responded with hysterical laughter -- this is the only way I can even begin to deal with my anxiety.
I just am not sure that the marriage thing will ever be for me. I don't necessarily want to be single my whole life, but I don't have much confidence in marriage either.
Sorry to be the crazy wacko gf I said that I would never be... I don't even know why I am worrying about this stuff right now.
Begging for words of comfort/affirmation that I am not psycho...