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I can't believe I'm moving out again in twenty-four days, but I'm looking forward to it.
I accomplished a lot of the things I set out to do this summer and admittedly didn't even try others, and I feel fairly pleased with how this summer has gone (which is a huge change from my general feeling at the end of summer). I know that next semester will be tough and that I'll really have to dedicate myself to school. I just hope that my friendships don't suffer as a result.
When I really think about my attitude when school is in session, I know that I don't really get too stressed--at least not comparatively. Of course tests are stressful, but that's normal. I save a lot of time for just hanging out (or, really, I guess I save time to study; hanging out is my default), and I still manage to have a great time despite a demanding schedule. I'm only mentioning this because it's become common for people to tell me to chill, and I really can't understand why. I think it's because the people who tell me that only tell me that after arguing with me for a good length of time (or a bad length, because really, every argument length is a bad length). Arguing does indeed put a damper on my mood and a frazzled aspect into my speech, and if people don't get that, well, they're stupid. And possibly drug addicts. But probably not.
I guess that if there's one thing that I wanted to do that I haven't been doing, it would be working out, which may include walking Hendy. I'm still going to try to get into that. It's a good habit to have--especially when you're most assuredly going to be a diabetic later in life if your habits are left unchanged. It's hard, though, because none of my friends have memberships at Life Time, and I lack motivation in that area. I guess that's one bad thing about having a positive body image. But I'll try. Or at least try to try.
I might need to switch hand lotions. Mine smells so delicious that I crave and often buy chicken nuggets when I use it, and I could (should?) do without.
I miss my computer. :[
I accomplished a lot of the things I set out to do this summer and admittedly didn't even try others, and I feel fairly pleased with how this summer has gone (which is a huge change from my general feeling at the end of summer). I know that next semester will be tough and that I'll really have to dedicate myself to school. I just hope that my friendships don't suffer as a result.
When I really think about my attitude when school is in session, I know that I don't really get too stressed--at least not comparatively. Of course tests are stressful, but that's normal. I save a lot of time for just hanging out (or, really, I guess I save time to study; hanging out is my default), and I still manage to have a great time despite a demanding schedule. I'm only mentioning this because it's become common for people to tell me to chill, and I really can't understand why. I think it's because the people who tell me that only tell me that after arguing with me for a good length of time (or a bad length, because really, every argument length is a bad length). Arguing does indeed put a damper on my mood and a frazzled aspect into my speech, and if people don't get that, well, they're stupid. And possibly drug addicts. But probably not.
I guess that if there's one thing that I wanted to do that I haven't been doing, it would be working out, which may include walking Hendy. I'm still going to try to get into that. It's a good habit to have--especially when you're most assuredly going to be a diabetic later in life if your habits are left unchanged. It's hard, though, because none of my friends have memberships at Life Time, and I lack motivation in that area. I guess that's one bad thing about having a positive body image. But I'll try. Or at least try to try.
I might need to switch hand lotions. Mine smells so delicious that I crave and often buy chicken nuggets when I use it, and I could (should?) do without.
I miss my computer. :[