argh!

[nosuntoday]

omg! this really sucks... the guy i have a 'crush' on is working today... and that means i can't talk to richard about it... b/c he's HERE... and i've been all nervous and sick to my stomach all day b/c of it... ugh... i don't know how long he's working until... but i bet it's 9pm which is when richard gets off... *sigh* oh, well, i'm

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[nosuntoday]

well, i have thought about it... but the only real place i thought about was cali... and my ferrets are illegal there... not to mention i really would miss the hell out of my neices and stephanie... those 3 girls are like my kids... ya know?

and i know, he could be... today was kinda weird actually... he came up to me and just stood there... and i looked at him and was like, 'yes? can i help you?' and he's like, 'i was just seeing what you where doing' then i wanted help putting food away... so i asked richard and he says, 'why don't you ask juan?' but w/this weird look on his face... and i said, 'why would i do that?' and he says, 'b/c he's always looking for stuff to do' then i somehow got invited to go see a movie w/the 2 of them... it was just weird... but then again that could just be me reading too much into things... b/c i tend to do that... :D

but i'm talking to richard tomorrow, so... i guess i'll find out soon enough...

and i know, i miss talking to you... i should get online more often... :D welp, it's 3am i should prolly go to bed now...
*hugs* byes!