Sep 25, 2004 13:27
Ever started falling for someone that is in love with someone else??
No matter how compatible you are, you cant make someone like you.
This week I got little to no sleep. Mostly working on my English coat of arms. I really like mine. Very eclectic. Mrs Wimberly liked it too. 97% baby whooooo!
I havent written a poem for a while. Bugging me. I guess at this stage I cant express in words whats going on. Too many things. Barely place words in a sentence without getting torn up.
Last Monday I started seeing a psychologist.Actually an art therapist. Should be interesting... Yeah maybe I shouldnt post this, and it is no ones business. Oh well. I've been having anxiety attacks lately and also depressed. I dont think I've felt anything for 3 years. I identified so much with the character on Garden State. Kinda sad isnt it?
With all my heart and soul I want to go to Rhodes College. Its $29,000 a year. Thats depressing. Missing Rhodes Summer Writing Institute kids like crazy!!!