i'll stay if you want me to
so, i've had about 3 hours of sleep.
forgive me if i'm a bit of a grouch.
humbug.
kyle's great to talk to when reminiscing about the old days. i say that like i've been around a while. oh wait, i'm old.
i hate this stupid journal. i really do, yet i can't just give it up. i've had the damn thing for 4 years. i guess what i really hate is all of my friends having them. it's just funny to me because no one seems to talk to each other anymore. that's actually more sad than anything, i suppose. and everyone talks about being an adult and being mature and whatnot. please. you wouldn't know maturity if it bit you in the ass.
well, i have initiation this morning, and it's going to be SPECTACULAR because i'm always reminded of why i'm here. i don't care how upsetting things can be leading up to this, i love doing this. i only hope that it means as much to the new girls as it does to me. actually, i hope it means as much to everyone else as it does to me because sometimes it just seems so easy for everyone else to be so negative. this is my last initiation as an active which is exciting and sad. i mean, i had a good run, right? you're damn right, i did. i'll always have my sisters. good, bad, and ugly... and it's ALWAYS been worth it.
on an even brighter note, i'm going to lunch with mema, mama, and kristy. good times, good food, and DAMN good company.
thank you for this day because it's going to be a WONDERFUL one.
forgive me if i'm a bit of a grouch.
humbug.
kyle's great to talk to when reminiscing about the old days. i say that like i've been around a while. oh wait, i'm old.
i hate this stupid journal. i really do, yet i can't just give it up. i've had the damn thing for 4 years. i guess what i really hate is all of my friends having them. it's just funny to me because no one seems to talk to each other anymore. that's actually more sad than anything, i suppose. and everyone talks about being an adult and being mature and whatnot. please. you wouldn't know maturity if it bit you in the ass.
well, i have initiation this morning, and it's going to be SPECTACULAR because i'm always reminded of why i'm here. i don't care how upsetting things can be leading up to this, i love doing this. i only hope that it means as much to the new girls as it does to me. actually, i hope it means as much to everyone else as it does to me because sometimes it just seems so easy for everyone else to be so negative. this is my last initiation as an active which is exciting and sad. i mean, i had a good run, right? you're damn right, i did. i'll always have my sisters. good, bad, and ugly... and it's ALWAYS been worth it.
on an even brighter note, i'm going to lunch with mema, mama, and kristy. good times, good food, and DAMN good company.
thank you for this day because it's going to be a WONDERFUL one.