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So it seems there's some drama on livejournal. LOLZ WITH WHO?!?!11 Well, a lot of people. I think it's pretty retarded, all of it. But, let me be honest, it is pretty fucking entertaining to sit here and laugh. If you are not entertained by the drama (of course, assuming you're not a part of it) then you, and I mean this, are a liar. Sometimes I wish I lived in Laguna Beach. Then at least the drama can be televised for all to watch. Speaking of Laguna Beach, Ana and me are officialy Laguna Beach Conversationalists. This is not to be confused with other LBC's, such as Long Beach, California or Little Butt Crack.
Anyway, it seems my problems with relationships are simply because I am a retard. I force feelings and then when I realize they aren't reciprocated, I fuck things up. By reciprocation, I don't mean that I like someone but they don't like me back. I just mean that I try to force that whole "I like you" thing early and then I realize "What the fuck am I doing? I don't see this girl as anything more than a friend." And it's not the girls problem, it's really all my fault. Maybe I just have high standards? But that can't be true since I'm constantly putting myself down, being that I AM dumb, ugly, and a loser =D. It's probably just cause' I know what I want and I want what I know.
I really would love a Nintendo DS. I think my mom will get me that for my birthday. My grandfather said he wants me to have a laptop and if that's his wish, I sure as hell don't mind it. My goddamn birthday is December 5th.
I hope Set Fire to Failure is still going on tour. It kinda depends on Antonio's financial situation so I hope he gets a job or at least falls into some money some how. I need tour. Bad.
Jesse, Antoine, JP, and I are writing a pretty sweet movie. I don't want to say what it's completely about yet cause' we're still writing the timeline, and then we have to do the script. We do need a lot of people for it though, including some leads. We'll be auditioning within the next 2 months so if you're interested, please look forward to it. Also, if you have serious film equipment or know of anyone that does, point me in the right direction.
I'm sorry I don't talk. I'm sorry for not listening. I'm sorry for a lot of things but to be honest, sometims I just don't give a fuck.
I haven't written a long entry in a while. I suppose I should update more often for Chrissake. See you.
P.S. - Stop quoting Borat. You sound stupid. So shut the fuck up. Watch Rushmore =D.
Anyway, it seems my problems with relationships are simply because I am a retard. I force feelings and then when I realize they aren't reciprocated, I fuck things up. By reciprocation, I don't mean that I like someone but they don't like me back. I just mean that I try to force that whole "I like you" thing early and then I realize "What the fuck am I doing? I don't see this girl as anything more than a friend." And it's not the girls problem, it's really all my fault. Maybe I just have high standards? But that can't be true since I'm constantly putting myself down, being that I AM dumb, ugly, and a loser =D. It's probably just cause' I know what I want and I want what I know.
I really would love a Nintendo DS. I think my mom will get me that for my birthday. My grandfather said he wants me to have a laptop and if that's his wish, I sure as hell don't mind it. My goddamn birthday is December 5th.
I hope Set Fire to Failure is still going on tour. It kinda depends on Antonio's financial situation so I hope he gets a job or at least falls into some money some how. I need tour. Bad.
Jesse, Antoine, JP, and I are writing a pretty sweet movie. I don't want to say what it's completely about yet cause' we're still writing the timeline, and then we have to do the script. We do need a lot of people for it though, including some leads. We'll be auditioning within the next 2 months so if you're interested, please look forward to it. Also, if you have serious film equipment or know of anyone that does, point me in the right direction.
I'm sorry I don't talk. I'm sorry for not listening. I'm sorry for a lot of things but to be honest, sometims I just don't give a fuck.
I haven't written a long entry in a while. I suppose I should update more often for Chrissake. See you.
P.S. - Stop quoting Borat. You sound stupid. So shut the fuck up. Watch Rushmore =D.