So, my new computer is pretty nice.
I'm going to sleep now so that I can finish the note cards for my research project in the morning. Blah. I am the waking, walking dead.
I put up a new song on
www.myspace.com/beforeandaftermath, these are the lyrics:
Enough with the drunken hooks ups
That don't mean a thing to anyone but your best friends
Enough with the teenage bullshit
That will mean so much the next week that you see your best friends's face
We won't talk for hours, maybe days
We can't blame it on the chemicals (blame it on the kids today)
I will take the blame if I have to, appease the audience either way
We won't talk for weeks, maybe months at a clip
I'm pretty sure that I know more than you
In this case I've got a foot up on a footloose
You leave your back turned stumbling out the door
Remain wide open, asking them for more
Give me more, give me more
You leave that back turned, you leave that back turned
For more
Am I right to believe that what I believe, oh my eyes do deceive me
The words that he speaks are false hopes and anonymity
He'll hold you like he means it, but he means nothing at all
You're just drunk, that's all
You don't know what love is, you don't know what love is ...
Yet.
I'm thinking of doing like 10 songs so maybe I can sell a Before and Aftermath CD for like 5 dollars to try and raise money for tour. Speaking of tour, planning begins tomorrow now that Neurotic November is back on with us. You'd think I'd be really happy about all that, and I am ... but I miss being in love.