Jul 06, 2010 23:56
I absolutely hate getting that feeling that I'm just stuck somewhere, and there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm stuck in Mt. Pleasant for one more year to finish a degree that I'll probably never use because I will most likely need to get a second master's degree in the field that I want my doctorate in. Add to that that half the people I every closely cared about have turned and abandoned me because I was feeling lonely and they didn't want to deal with it.
And now I'm doped up on drugs because I have a stupid sinus infection, and no decent tv, and nobody available that I can talk to about everything.
Fuck it all. I'm not a bad person. So why does everyone keep treating me like one?
--Brian