Sep 19, 2006 22:02
so im fed up with feeling so down all the time.
its gay its not needed.
i love when people make me laugh.
today the best thing was said to me
and i believed every bit of it
just because when they said it to me
they looked in my eyes and made me see what they saw.
then to top it off i got one of the best texts ever
and it wasent from someone i would like it to be.
but that person doesnt do much anymore.
i think they kinda died and found happiness somewhere else.
i cant wait to feel the way i did before. i loved that feeling. i was so sure about everything. now its all second guessing. i still think way to much more then you deserve.
well i want to keep this one good and not go into something that drives me crazy.
the only true freinds you can have is a pen and a pencil.
base your life around something that will never change or give up on you. trust me it will be the best thing in the end.