love.
this 4day weekend:
turkey. japanese videos. sweet SEVENteen for melpoo. operation Christmas child. "i'm popular!" "shut up". present hunting. then spontaneous shopping. grip of nuts gathered. cutting pictures and laughing. recording my loud laughter. taking pictures with digicam. (i love the nut family.) karkar and sherb's party. nice talks with jaron. seeing long lost alpine buds. mike says saosin is like hot chocolate on a cold winter night, your moms lips on your boo boo, the camels innards as you freeze to death in the desert. not watching love actually (sniff). "promise talks" with tracy. and cramming on Sunday as usual.
I must say this weekend wasn't that bad. Not bad at all.
something has terribly gone wrong.
high school crush= piece of a crap. right. lets stick with that kazue. you will survive! (yes I'm typing to myself thank you very much.) I don't know man. I think if you have talked to me about high school relationships I'm extremely ... anal about it. I don't like them usually. I have nothing good to say about them unless it's like an obvious *going to marry or something of that sort* couple. So yes I know some married people were high school sweethearts and yada yada yada. But for the most part, I don't like how they're so temporary and pointless, other than the fact that you "learn from it" (which in my opinion you can do that later on in life. why now when you're not ready?) I am so anal and cynical about it because I've had bad experiences, if you were wondering. I try not to be so narrow minded, but it's hard. Anyways, yeah but when it actually comes to it, it's so hard to stick with your own thing because everything around you makes you so sad! Especially now because it's like winter and it's like Christmas almost. I don't want to seem like a hypocrite, but I admit; it's hard not to give in. But I'd rather not make anything of it, because I don't like being so vulnerable and naive. It's probably just me anyways. I don't know why I do this to myself. Maybe I'll thank myself later...haha. meh.
FOCUS. that's my prayer request.
wheewww got that out of my system.
But I won't lie, I do like him. Like as in crush, mind you. And Cindy, you're right. It's... fun to have crushes. aha. ahahaha. =)
turkey. japanese videos. sweet SEVENteen for melpoo. operation Christmas child. "i'm popular!" "shut up". present hunting. then spontaneous shopping. grip of nuts gathered. cutting pictures and laughing. recording my loud laughter. taking pictures with digicam. (i love the nut family.) karkar and sherb's party. nice talks with jaron. seeing long lost alpine buds. mike says saosin is like hot chocolate on a cold winter night, your moms lips on your boo boo, the camels innards as you freeze to death in the desert. not watching love actually (sniff). "promise talks" with tracy. and cramming on Sunday as usual.
I must say this weekend wasn't that bad. Not bad at all.
something has terribly gone wrong.
high school crush= piece of a crap. right. lets stick with that kazue. you will survive! (yes I'm typing to myself thank you very much.) I don't know man. I think if you have talked to me about high school relationships I'm extremely ... anal about it. I don't like them usually. I have nothing good to say about them unless it's like an obvious *going to marry or something of that sort* couple. So yes I know some married people were high school sweethearts and yada yada yada. But for the most part, I don't like how they're so temporary and pointless, other than the fact that you "learn from it" (which in my opinion you can do that later on in life. why now when you're not ready?) I am so anal and cynical about it because I've had bad experiences, if you were wondering. I try not to be so narrow minded, but it's hard. Anyways, yeah but when it actually comes to it, it's so hard to stick with your own thing because everything around you makes you so sad! Especially now because it's like winter and it's like Christmas almost. I don't want to seem like a hypocrite, but I admit; it's hard not to give in. But I'd rather not make anything of it, because I don't like being so vulnerable and naive. It's probably just me anyways. I don't know why I do this to myself. Maybe I'll thank myself later...haha. meh.
FOCUS. that's my prayer request.
wheewww got that out of my system.
But I won't lie, I do like him. Like as in crush, mind you. And Cindy, you're right. It's... fun to have crushes. aha. ahahaha. =)