"Every Few Nights Or So You Pop Into My dreams, I Just Can't Get Rid Of You Like You Got Rid Of Me."
I saw her today. I went to her house to give her back all her things plus the pictures i got today from the dance. It was amazing seeing her again...my heart dropped. She is so beautiful. It was suppose to be our anniversary today.
The whole time i was hanging out at her house with her brother, her dog, and her...I wondered...does she miss me? Does she know how much i miss her? Does she remember the times we had? Does she care? If she does, what's her definition of caring? What is she thinking? What is she going through?
Then i thought to myself, I don't know if she even cares about how I feel; maybe she does, but the pain in my heart is telling me she doesn't. She's probally moved on already...so how come I can't. I thought i was slowly getting over you, but you ruined it all when you smiled at me.
She said she doesn't feel she's good enough for me, but what she doesn't know is that she was and is. Being with her made me feel great. I was happy that i finally had someone to give my heart to. Now that i don't have her, i feel so empty.
How could she just throw all we had away with out even trying to work it out.
Since when does "i love you" mean something bad.
The whole time i was hanging out at her house with her brother, her dog, and her...I wondered...does she miss me? Does she know how much i miss her? Does she remember the times we had? Does she care? If she does, what's her definition of caring? What is she thinking? What is she going through?
Then i thought to myself, I don't know if she even cares about how I feel; maybe she does, but the pain in my heart is telling me she doesn't. She's probally moved on already...so how come I can't. I thought i was slowly getting over you, but you ruined it all when you smiled at me.
She said she doesn't feel she's good enough for me, but what she doesn't know is that she was and is. Being with her made me feel great. I was happy that i finally had someone to give my heart to. Now that i don't have her, i feel so empty.
How could she just throw all we had away with out even trying to work it out.
Since when does "i love you" mean something bad.