I guess there's no better place to post this.
It's been over a year. I tried to move on, oh god, I've tried. I just can't. There's an abiding loneliness that haunts every action I take. I've tried meeting new people but I'm convinced I could never bring myself to feel so strongly about anyone else again. I've lost my job, my money, any sense of pride. I don't even have my health anymore. All I have are things and people who act civil when I'm around. That's it. This is empty. I don't want this anymore. I wish there was someone I felt like I could talk to about this but she's the only one I would have felt that way about.