Hm. This is new.
It's been an interesting summer. Even though some crazy stuff has happened to me, most of it unfortunate, I can honestly say that I have no regrets, and if I could do it again, I would. I think that summer is a time for happiness, but moreover, a time for self-exploration, or at least, that's what it is for me. I mean, I did the whole party thing, which was the same as always, a bunch of little kids trying to act like adults. I don't know what I think about that exactly, but I will say that I learned alot about myself. I'm through with frivolous relationships and stupid girls. I'm also through worrying about being in a relationship too. It's a new feeling, but it's also one that I'm welcoming, I feel alot better knowing that I really dont care either way. It's funny though, because at the same time, seeing old friends and new people arouses my thoughts of, "Will this happen?" "Could this happen" Sometimes I wish that I could have the power to read peoples' thoughts. Not so I could do what they wanted, but just so I could tell what was really going on in the world. I dunno. I'm sorry I'm rambling, but someone got me thinking last night about life and love in general, so I figured I post something. Not that any of you creeps read this anyway.
Stephen.
Stephen.