May 25, 2004 16:14
its horribly awful and gross. that all i have to sat EXCEPT. i hate sluts, boys and girls. its nasty and disusting and i cant imagine what goes through a persons mind to make them act the way they do. what kind of person do you have to be. im going t go into the other room and puke, im pretty sure, yes. AND now i quit caring about other people, because how can you care about someone and try by your actions to make shit not happen when they wont even stop it themselves, you have to be pretty damn naive. at least ben said no, which makes me smile. he is anice boy who...well seems like hes got it all together. he is the only boy who if had a chance wouldn't watch the "donkey show" another puker. whew. back to the poin. it was nice and i had nice time i just wish i would stop crying over other peoples problems and theire bad choices. i hope they all get syphilus and DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and the truth is i dont even carevery much to drive to rockport to the boy. fun, just not my cup of tea. XBOX where are you. blah.
im enjoying summer, it just doesnt feel much like it yet, wonder why.